Aristya Rizky Badzlina

Live , in this live i feel so many experience although it's good or bad, happy, sad, troubbled, and many more. My age now 16 years old and i feel i get up to adult. In my adolescent time i wish i can be enjoy and full of purity. Beside that, in my adolescent time i know love, what is love? oh i very confused if someone ask for me what the meaning of love, i only know that love is the most popular weapon with human process. Everybody certain ever feel fall in love with someone, and so i. Yes i now for in matter of love i belonging to unlucky, that's so many obstacle. I ever feel missing somebody full from my heart, be loved, and also brokenheart. I think with i feel the brokenheart i feel i can be strong to walk in this life, i can study for be passive the fact, not arrogant, and i can be the superwoman. With all my bad experience, i must move on altough it's so hard, this tears always drip from my eyes, but i must calm. In fact, until now i never meet a man with a kind characteristic and loyal for me. So hard to find a true love, day after day i past and i not yet to find that. Who is he? i don't know, i sure all in this live god already to arrange this. For example age, fortune, marriage partner, and torment is already arrange and i as a human is only can be surrender. Things that break me, all the things that make me strong, i can't changes the past, cause is gone and i just gotta move on. I hope i can meet my true love, someday...i don't know when....


With Love , Aristya Rizky Badzlina

Setelah beberapa lama, kau akan mengerti perbedaan tipis antara menggandeng tangan dan membelenggu jiwa

Dan kau akan mengerti bahwa cinta bukan berarti bersandar dan teman bukan berarti aman.
Dan kau mulai mengerti bahwa ciuman bukanlah kontrak dan hadiah bukanlah janji.
Dan kau mulai menerima kekalahanmu sambil mengangkat kepala dan membuka mata, dengan kelapangan dada seorang dewasa, bukan kesedihan seorang anak.

Dan kau belajar membangun suma jalanmu hari ini karena tanah hari esok sangat tak pasti, sulit direncanakan.
Setelah beberapa lama kau mengerti bahwa sinar mentari pun akan membakarmu kalau berlebihan.

Jadi, tanamilah kebunmu dan hiasilah jiwamu, jangan menunggu orang lain membawa bunga untukmu.
Dan kau mengerti bahwa kau bisa bertahan....Bahwa kau sebenarnya kuat, Dan kau sebenarnya Berharga

disaat kita bersama, diwaktu kita tertawa,menangis,merenung oleh cinta.... kau coba hapuskan rasa, rasa dimana kau melayang jauh dari jiwaku juga mimpiku.. biarlah biarlah hariku dan harimu, terbelenggu satu oleh ucapan manismu..

dan kau bisikan kata cinta, kau telah percikan rasa sayang, pastikan kita seirama, walau terikat rasa hina....

sekilas kau tampak layu, jika kau rindukan gelap tawa yang warnai lembar jalan kita.. redup dan reduplah mimpiku dan mimpimu, terbelenggu satu oleh ucapan janjimu...

dan kau bisikan kata cinta, kau telah percikan rasa sayang, akankah kita seirama, saat terikat rasa hina....